It took quite the disciplined process to start writing this post.
A week ago, I figured that I should probably write a post, because like I said, I have quite a few ideas planned out for posts……..but then that didn’t happen. So yesterday, I decided “this is going to be the day that I finally write another post” ….that also didn’t happen. Alas, this evening, I said “this WILL be the day that I finally write another post”…and to ensure that I would write one, at approximately 10:23 pm I set my phone alarm to go off at 11:35 pm. My original plan was to buckle down and study as I had set the alarm, but of course, just as you’re about to do something relatively responsible and important, the world turns against you(i.e., you get hungry, so you eat something salty….and then all of a sudden you get really thirsty……then just as you quench your thirst, your bladder wants all the attention turned to its needs…aannndd…you get the gist of it) – and then at approximately 11:31 pm(after watching more than a few clips from The Ellen Show)..I decided to turn off my alarm, brush my teeth, and get this blogging going. Productive? Exactly.
So it’s that time of year again….where UBC starts harassing you with Course Evaluation surveys(which by the way you really should take the time to genuinely and sincerely fill out!)……which ties in with this being the last full week of classes. OHMYGOLLYSHISHKEBABS. My finals don’t start for another few weeks…BUT….this is wrapping up my third year. It’s getting real yo. Half a year from now, I’ll be busily juggling school, commitments, and grad school applications………..wait, WHAT??!?! Scary stuff. First year and second year are ‘easy’ breezy beautiful as you breeze through life…then third year hits you and you’re all “hmm..the real world is probably going to come slap me in the face soon..” …and yeah. Breathe. Take it all in. And release. So that’s my life. I’m taking this last full week, slowly and steadily….taking it all in…each and every second. So apart form that, how’s school going? It’s going…..there’s one course that I absolutely despise against, and it’s the course I’m the most worried for…so it’s causing a ‘little’ anxiety whenever I think about the final. Other than that, I just finished my last midterm of the term last week, and now I just have a couple papers due, and then it’s time for that finals grind. #librarylockdowntime
And, how’s life going? It’s going well. I’m happy, and hopefully you’re happy too(if you’re not, you should be), so that makes us all happy.
I should probably go to bed now so that I’m awake and energized to take in the beauuutiful day that is tomorrow (it comes with sunshine too!)
With that, I leave you this lovely lovely song(which you probably should already know of) that will send shivers down your back, because that’s how beautiful it is.
There’s a chipper old fat guy with a velvety red suit coming around fer ya. So you better watch out. There isn’t even a trace of snow on the ground from last week’s snowfall, how unfortunate. But hey, at least it’s not supposed to be gloomily raining on Christmas, that’s always nice, right? Sadly, I’m feeling SLIGHTLY under the weather, not entirely sure where I got this bug from, but I’ll be okay I think. (Y)
Anyway, I can’t believe that it’s already Christmas Eve, the time I’ve been at home has just been going by so fast, in about 11-ish days, I’ll be back at UBC @_@
What have I been up to?
- watching movies, lots and lots of movies
- debating on whether or not I should get hooked onto some TV series
- laundry(as per always)
- eating more than I should (but that’s A-okay, it’s like they say, calories don’t count over the holidays – but for me, the entire year is a holiday in that case. 😀 )
- applying for jobs for the summer (doing all those grown up things…..whaaat)
- SLEEPING (more than I should, but I’m taking in all the sleep I can get)
- watching YouTube videos(nothing new there, BUT I feel less guilty when I watch them now than during the term when I watch them to drown my sorrows from school (Y) )
- I’ve also come to the realization that there are so many courses that I want to take at UBC, but time won’t allow me to do so unless I take an extra year to graduate….whiiiich doesn’t seem very practical to have a semester or two just to take electives……
- being with my famjam ❤ because I love them
LOVE. Never disappointed.
This apparently motivates me while I’m studying. Start off the new school year right, ‘cuz we’re going to own it.
“And then suddenly it hit me. That moment you realize you’re not half empty. That moment of all moments- like there is music in the night and we can dance the sun out of the sky. These are the nights where everything feels possible.
Maybe one day we’ll fall short of the stories we tell, but tonight we are more than just words on a page. We are here, we are different, and we are everlasting.
We are Half Moon Kids. We are Legendary. “
Sooo…I kinda like One Direction, and think this video is just fabulous. I mean, put 5 attractive British guys that can sing(yes, they have talent…shocking!!) into a music video, what’s not to love? Please, can I just be in one of their music videos? Just a casual question that I doubt any other girl has ever asked and pondered upon, ya know? So if someone wants to like, you know, make some kind of global petition sorta thing saying that they support my involvement in the next One Direction music video, and then make One Direction aware of it(you know, tweet them each a few thousand times, something of the sort 😉 ), I’d be so cool with that, I’d even write you a personalized 5 page letter in appreciation, and maybe even throw in a Starbucks gift card or something of the sort. Sound good? I thought so. 😉
I couldn’t get anymore cliché. My time here at UBC for the summer term is wrapping up. After that, I will see UBC again in September, HELLO THIRD YEAR. *mind blown*. I would go back to being a first year university noob in a heartbeat, it’s the best. Anyway. I hate leaving. I hate goodbyes. I just don’t like them. NO NO NO NO. They make me feel like one sad, pouty kitten. Usually I’m so sad that I become emotionless, is that possible? Catch my drift? Yay or nay? Whenever I think about goodbyes, I think about the future, like graduation, when everyone splits paths, what am I going to do then?!?! Who knows where I’m going to end up in two years… such a short period of time.. AGH. I really need to stop letting my mind drift into the future when it has things in the NOW that it must deal with. Now, to study, or watch the night away with YouTube videos/TV shows…huummm.. What a responsible and determined university student would do vs. what I would do… Heh.