I’ve been thinking..

Sometimes I’m not sure if I’m a pessimistic person. I used to always think that I was pretty optimistic, but lately I feel like I’ve been more pessimistic…or maybe pessimistically optimistic, or maybe just stubborn. I’m not sure if any ‘event ‘ or something of the sort has occurred in my life for me to feel that way, if there has, I can’t EXACTLY pinpoint it…but regardless, I just feel anxious, or perhaps cautious about the outcomes of certain things.